11/6/2023 - Today I discovered that I really enjoy going to museums

Today I discovered that I really enjoy going to museums. I like the feeling of wandering around unconsciously. There are always corners with beautiful architecture that nobody goes to, so I can have them all to myself.

I don't know what will happen next, but I still want to live a life as beautiful as the movies I watch. A little romance, a little loneliness, and contemplation.

I really love Europe. My little Vung Tau used to be a French city built for tourism. Even the name sounded very French at one time, Cap Saint Jacques, and the French language was taught in school. But now it no longer has that color, only remnants of the past. Exploiting that French heritage is also a challenge.

Anyway, for now, I'll just explore the French heritage in Vung Tau, but I still have to go to Europe. I can't use the excuse that Vung Tau was once a French colony to stop trying to go to Europe. Keep trying.

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I'm going crazy

What is the fucking wrong with you Des? Don't fucking blame people for your mistakes. If you can not control your fucking stress, don't mistreat other people. Yeah I understand you are undergoing stress, a severe one. And I keep encouraging you to go somewhere alone for yourself and have a real convo with your fucking self. I did tell you to stop harassing people but you don't listen. Give me a moment please. I need to work with it. I need to solve it. I need to run really. I need to push myself to the limit. There needs to be a way for me to let everything out. I can't stand it. I'm going crazy. I truly don't understand why stress keeps hitting me continually like a sudden never-ending rainfall. I thought it was cyclical but not. Recently it has lasted for nearly a month and it's driving me mad. It has lasted for too fucking long. And I scarcely control my anger or maintain my composure toward anyone. I can not hold my ego down like I used to be able o...

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