5/7/2023 - Mimi’s diary

5/7/2023 - Mimi’s diary - The balance

The balance between multiple factors. There are many things I want to do, but I need a good time management. The first is language, the second is tailoring, the third is science, and the fourth is film. I have to determine which one can earn me money, prioritize it, and spend the most time on it. Currently, I am still in the process of seeking medical attention and finding direction, so I will temporarily put it aside. Next week, I have to be more disciplined. I will continue to spend 8 hours working in the tailoring shop. Then, I will walk for 1-2 hours. At 8 pm, I will practice IELTS and Chinese. At 9:30 pm, I will read about science. At 10 pm, I will read about film before going to bed at 10:30 pm. On weekends, I will spend more time on reading about science and film. I will also do housework and cleaning.

As for the IELTS study schedule, four days a week are dedicated to practicing each of the four skills for one hour, with the remaining 30 minutes devoted to learning Chinese. Every day, there must be a brief summary to be posted. It may be possible to create a short video summarizing the key points of the listening section with animations. This includes how to answer each question in a speaking topic, how to comprehend the main idea and analyze the reading passage in the reading section, and how to write each paragraph in each task of the writing section.

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